16.1.14 Self Destruction

Self destruction doesn’t need to be fast and instant
It can be a process
A slow deconstruction of everything built
Anything good in life
It’s easy to start with your body
Stop eating well
Let it degrade
Embrace forms of pain
Take in temptation

The mind has a basic instinct to stay alive
Which is where you will have to start
Need to beat the will to live
Let there be no reason
Stop finding the light and
look for the darkness in everything
Stop the fight

You’ve accepted life is pointless
A bottomless pit
Or an expanse of nothingness
You can’t even be sure it’s real
How’d you get here?
You can’t be sure it’s not all a dream
Motion of time
A made up concept
Until you die and whatever you did doesn’t matter

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